Friday, February 19, 2010
be true your dreams
Thursday, February 18, 2010
actually, each person is limited by something.
learning from failure to success
do better
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
reached the highest from of life
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
becoming your best frind
Monday, February 15, 2010
Prefix is the most important part of a job.
small actions have the greatst impact for the earth
Sunday, February 14, 2010
god never gives us issue
success together is fun
Saturday, February 13, 2010
look who's not an elephant
change your bad habit for people that love you
velentine
Friday, February 12, 2010
Find your energy that makes you happy
Who can make you happy?
Who can change when you are sad and then be happy?
Kiss your girl friend or your boy friend when her or his was sad, when you kiss her burden or his burden will decrease and will alter the sad be happy.
The kiss from your special person is very important because something amazing will happen to your emotion.
If you unbelief it you must try it and then something amazing will happen to you.
As I said, love is amazing energy that make happy.
Now, kiss your love person and than kiss him or her.
Do it right now.
J
Mobile phone is more dangerous than cigarettes.
A study conducted by a cancer expert has proven that
This research is more interesting is ample evidence - exclusively reported by IOS in October - that using handsets for 10 years or more can cause double the risk of brain cancer. Cancer can develop at least 1 decade takes time, and people have been using HP for that.
Earlier this year, the French government has been warned not to use the
Professor Khurana - a renowned neurosurgeon, who has received 14 awards for 16 years, has published more than three dozen scientific papers - reviewed more than 100 studies on the impact of mobile phones. He has put the results on a brain surgery website, and papers based on research currently under review-appeal to be published in scientific journals.
He acknowledged that mobile phones can save lives in emergencies, but concludes that "there is evidence of a significant increase in the body related to the relationship between mobile phone usage and certain brain tumors". He believes this will be "definitively proven" in the next decade.
Noting that malignant brain tumors represent "diagnostic end-of life", he added: "We are experiencing control of reactive and dangerous situation." He was scared, "unless the industry and governments take immediate steps and decisions", incidence of malignant brain tumors and associated death rate will be observed globally to increase in a decade from now, when it may be too late for medical intervention.
"It is anticipated that this danger has far broader public health impact than smoking," says Professor Khurana, who told IOS assessment is partly based on the fact that three billion people now use the phones worldwide, three-times as much smoke. Smoking kills some five million worldwide each year.
Last weekend, Mobile Operators Association rejected Khurana study as "selective discussion of scientific literature by one individual". It's believed that he "did not present a balanced analysis" of published knowledge, and "reaches opposite conclusions to the WHO and more than 30 other independent expert review".
Build bigger personal character
When our personal character is a mountain, reputation is a shadow of that mountain.
A pebble would only create a shadow of gravel.
You can not build a good reputation, without more build a quality private first.
Build a reputation as a part of the benefit of another, no part of their costs.
We all have our problems in career and our personal lives, and will be very grateful to anyone who can help we solve that problem.
Then we'll really benefit if we ensure that our presence to be a presence that people to finish problems.
You mentioned, if you make yourself famous part of the settlement.
And he will be notorious, if he made himself a part, or even source of the problem.
That’s it.
Thank you.
Good luck.
Old Beggar
In the sun
You toddle
With a wooden stick in your hand
Poor old Mr.
Your sweat is soaking
Your shabby clothes
No you pay attention
I know the old man
Not the car you want
Not too fancy buildings
But just a bite of rice
To fill the belly
Thursday, February 11, 2010
How do I put AdSense in my blog?
Apparently Adsense also be in place on blogs.
Hopefully these tips will benefit us all.
To place AdSense on your blog, click the Template or Layouts tab for your blog. In the blog a Layouts-enabled, add a new page element and select the AdSense option. If you are using a classic template, select the link "AdSense" on the Template tab. You will be able to choose a size for your ads and how they'll look at your blog.
Hope can be useful.
Thanks
J
Never despair.
Each issue will have an answer.
Every wall must have doors.
The storm must have passed.
Do not ever doubt your abilities. You are the person who waited for the developed. You are a tough person who is experiencing the process.
Live like a spinning wheel. There was a time on top and happy and there was a time below and sad.
Make it a valuable lesson.
You are tough and will not give up without a fight.
J
Love is a very magical energy.
Love is never out for the talk.
Love of God, love of woman, love to parents, love for friends, love of nature, or love to yourself.
To anyone or to anything you love your loves enlarge.
The greater your love, the magical powers you have, the greater and more powerful.
Believe it.
Find your true love!
Who your true love?
Everybody needs love and everybody has love.
Love is the loveliest gift of God bestowed on us.
Believe in the power or loves is very great.
Love can change the world.
Crime can be faded out of love.
My girls love most in this world than my mother and my sister was Diana.
What about you????
J
Tips to get good day
- We must get enough sleep.
- Have a good stretch is good for refresh our body.
- Don’t get out on the wrong side bed. J
- Wash properly and everywhere.
- Don’t forget those morning exercises.
- If you are still tired …
- Then best to go back to sleep!
J J J
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
20-May-1988
I very love the girl that was born on 20-May-1984. I don’t know, why must her. Her love that gives to me is very amazing. Suddenly, the big commitment forced us to move away from each other. We are way far apart but our shadows embraced.
My big hope is she can be happy.
But all that I do is very hurt me. I don’t care about it.
J
J
J
:-*
Good Charlotte — Cemetery lyrics
I need a change
Not to immitate, to irritate
All the world to hate
Maybe late
Always sing together all day without you
I guess it's fate
I live in a cemetary
Full of good will and integrity
I have no specialty
Here's your warning
I'll give you click click boom
I live in a cemetary
I need a change
Not To immitate, irritate
I live in a cemetary
I need a change
Not To immitate, irritate
(intrumental)
I live in a cemetary
I need a change
Not To immitate, irritate
I live in a cemetary
I need a change
Not To immitate, irritate
I live in a cemetary
I need a change
Not To immitate, irritate..
be the one lirick
You say it’s not what you do,
It’s what you’re thinking of
Well I think it’s just an excuse,
It’s what you put across
‘Cos I don’t wanna be the one,
Only overjoyed
I don’t wanna be the one,
Making all the noise
Yeah, I don’t wanna be the one
So make sure you’re
thinking it through,
You’ve let me down again
Offer me something I know
you really meant
‘Cos I don’t wanna be the one,
Only overjoyed
I don’t wanna be the one,
Making all the noise
Yeah, I don’t wanna be the one
, hey
What you gonna offer now?
I don’t wanna be the one,
Only overjoyed
I don’t wanna be the one,
Making all the noise
Yeah, I don’t wanna be the one, hey
What you gonna offer now?
What you gonna offer now?
This was not my idea,
Don’t you keep me waiting
What you gonna offer now?
Sum41 walking disaster
I haven't been home for a while
G#m
I'm sure everything's the same
E
Mom and Dad both in denial
B
An only child to take the blame
F#
Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
G#m
Father's no name you deserve
E
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world
G#m E
Never know what I've become
B
The king of all that's said and done
F#
The forgotten son
G#m E
This city's buried in defeat
B
I walk along these no name streets
F#
Wave goodbye to all
G#m
As I fall...
F# E
B F# G#m E
B F#
At the dead end I begin
G#m
To burn the bridge of innocence
E
Satisfaction guaranteed
A pill-away catastrophe
B F#
On a mission nowhere bound
G#m
Inhibitions underground
E
A shallow grave I
Have dug all by myself
- Chorus -
E B F#
And now I've been gone for so long
E B F#
I can't remember who was wrong
E B F#
All innocence is long gone
E B F#
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
B
Where I belong
B F#
A walking disaster
E F#
The son of all bastards
B F#
You regret you made me
E F#
It's too late to save me
B F# G#m E
B
As far as I can tell
F#
It's just voices in my head
G#m
Am I talking to myself?
E
'Cause I don't know what I just said
(And she said)
B
Far is where I fell
F#
Maybe I'm better off dead
G#m
Am I at the end of nowhere
E
Is this as good as it gets?
- Chorus - [x2]
E B F#
And now I've been gone for so long
E B F#
I can't remember who was wrong
E B F#
All innocence is long gone
E B F#
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
B
Where I belong
B F#
A walking disaster
E F#
The son of all bastards
B F#
You regret you made me
E F#
It's too late to save me
B F#
I will be home in a while
G#m
You don't have to say a word
E
I can't wait to see you smile
B
Wouldn't miss it for the world [x2]
LENKA - ALL MY BELLS ARE RINGING lyrics
Mistletoe and holly deck the halls
But you don't come around and you don't call
Well it's just like the season to be lonely
And my heart is beating for you only
Take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart this Christmas
Take it wherever you go
Everybody has someone to hold
Nestle by the fire in from the cold
But I don't hear the carols they are singing
And I've only got one thing good for giving
So take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart this Christmas
Take it wherever you go
All my bells are ringing just for you
And I got no desire for someone new
So take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart his Christmas
Take it wherever you go
Take it wherever you go
what's going on...
So I know I've been absent for a little while. I think this is the longest I've been gone from my blog since I started it. And this isn't necessarily the return, but I finally feel OK about sharing what's happening.
(Warning: this is long and detailed. Don't say I didn't warn you.)
Back in December I had two periods back to back. This is the first time this has everhappened to me. I'm usually like clockwork. The second one started December 23rd, which of course meant my doctor's office was closing early and they couldn't see me until after the first of the year. So I scheduled an appointment (it was time for my annual anyway) and endured the second round of menstrual bliss (sarcasm).
So January rolled around and I went for my annual exam. While I was there my doctor did an ultrasound to make sure everything was OK since I'd had a double period. They found a cyst - a large cyst - on my ovary. This wasn't especially concerning; I've been getting those ever since I had Princess and am not on any kind of hormones to regulate them. The only thing that concerned my doctor was the size and so she scheduled me for a follow-up ultrasound in 8 weeks (this would also provide enough time to make sure my period went back to normal). She just wanted to make sure it went away or shrunk or changed shape. So then she did the rest of the exam and I was free to go.
And now comes the big secret: after I put in my notice for my job, my hubby and I had decided that we would start trying again. We both want another baby and even though both money and space are pretty much non-existent, at least now I am home and can care for both children. We decided to put off "trying" until after the March appointment, just to make sure everything is OK with my body. I didn't want to talk about it on here or to anyone in real life (except my closest friends) because people have such strong emotions about it and honestly, I just wanted to wait and keep it private.
A week later I got a phone call from my doctor's office with my pap results. I don't know how your doctor's office is, but with mine hearing from them after a pap is not a good thing. They told me my pap came back abnormal and there were some cells that didn't look right. So they scheduled me for another appointment, this time doing a microscopic exam to try to find the problem cells. She said depending on what they find, she might or might not have to do a biopsy.
During the second exam, she found the cells, so she ended up doing a biopsy. She told me best case scenario, they are cells that could become pre-cancerous. Worst case scenario, they could be something worse.
My husband and I have been trying not to worry, trying not to think of "ifs" and "whats" and thinking too far ahead into the future. But it's hard. We are still waiting on the biopsy results. We should have them either next week or the next.
Then yesterday my hubby had to take me to the ER because that lovely ovarian cyst? Ruptured. I felt like my abdomen was being sliced open. I spent 6 hours in the ER, dealt with the most painful ultrasound I've ever had in my life, and was sent home with a prescription for Vicodin, bed rest, and heat. And once the grogginess from the drugs cleared, I'm just kind of scratching my head and saying, "What is going on?"
And finally this morning my doctor's office called, concerned about the cyst, and they have moved up my March ultrasound appointment to two weeks from now. And she also made the recommendation that I need to get back on hormonal birth control to get my body regulated and take care of these problems.
And so now I'm just going to come out and be transparently honest with you. And if it scares some of you away, then I'm sorry. But I'm not perfect, I'm far from it, and there's no point in me trying to be something I'm not.
I'm depressed. Not about the fact that I've had to have a biopsy and it may or may not be something serious. Or something that may require treatment that might wreak havoc on my body. In fact, I am supremely unconcerned about the possibility of this being a serious health condition.
The part that is depressing me is the fact that once again, our desires to expand our family have been stunted.
I think my husband thinks I'm crazy, that this is the part of the whole situation that bothers me. But it is what it is.
And I know this is selfish. I know I have a beautiful little girl and I thank God for her every. single. day. I know there are millions of couples who can't conceive at all. I know there are millions of couples who have had miscarriages (like my next door neighbor, who has had5). I know there are millions of couples like the Maxeys who have lost babies after they've had the joy to physically hold them in their arms.
And I know, that to be sorrowful in light of those problems, paints me the most selfish person on the face of the planet.
But whatever. It is what it is.
And yes, I know I'm jumping to conclusions. I know that if God loves the lilies so much, how much more does He love me? I know that there are other options out there than just biological conception.
But right now, in this very moment, I don't want to hear those. Because my heart is overwhelmed.
It just seems that doors keep getting slammed in our faces. Every time we take a step to grow our family, a wall comes down or a roadblock goes up. It's why I never really talk about it on here. Sometimes it's just too much.
And you know what? If that's what God wants, if our "quiver" is full with just our little girl, then I will rejoice and be glad in it. And I will seek Him to fill the need - to fill the hole - that seems to be growing and gaping each day.
There have been multiple times in my life where God has told me I needed to do things - things way beyond my comfort zone, and He demands obedience (as He should). Sometimes those things come to fruition.
Sometimes they only happen just so I will say with full conviction, "Yes, Lord." Just so I will obey. He asks until I bend my stubborn, awful will to His. And then it turns out the issue was not so much with my going or doing, but just that my heart would obey Him.
I'm sure some of you shaking your heads and going, "What is she freaking out about? How can she be so selfish?" Well, I am selfish because I'm a fallen human and this probably should have gone in my journal instead of on the web. But whatever.
You know, there is/was a saying in
Because it's not just me. There is tragedy, death, illness, and suffering all around me. And I'd give details except they are not my details to share, and this post is already long enough as it is.
The devil is ticked about something, and he's wreaking havoc with God's people.
Just a small list: suicide, injuries, serious female issues (multiple women, not just me!), infant death from SIDS, infant death from drowning, miscarriages, infants having to have surgery, job loss, caregivers of children being sent to jail for drugs, VISAs denied for mission trips, missionaries denied being able to go to the field. All of these having to do with Christians.
Something weird is going on. And even though the suffering seems to be growing, I'm glad I'm on the winning team, even if I don't really feel like cheering right now.
I know His joy comes with the morning. But right now I am still going through the night.
I don't know when I will post again. I'm just... not in a blogging mood. But I thought I would at least let ya'll know what is going on. Those of you who have emailed and commented, you have no idea how much that means to me. I cannot thank you enough for it. I am still praying for healing and peace of mind. But nevertheless, not what I want, but what He allows for me.
GOOD CHARLOTTE - Hold On Added
This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
Great song by Blink 182...really love it
Intro:
C-Em-Am-G
C Em Am
I swear that I can go on forever
G
again
C Em
Please let me know that my one
Am G
bad day will end
C Em Am
I will go down as your lover, your
G
friend
C Em Am
Give me your lips and with one kiss,
G
we begin
Chorus:
C Em
Are you afraid of being alone?
F G
Coz I am, I am lost without you
C Em
Are you afraid of leaving tonight?
F G
Coz I am, I'm lost without you
C Em Am
I'll leave my room open ' till sunrise
G
for you
C Em Am
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused
G
on you
C Em
Where are you now I can hear
Am G
footsteps I'm dreaming
C Em Am
And if you will keep from waking
G
to believe this
Chorus:
C Em
Are you afraid of being alone?
F G
Coz I am, I am lost without you
C Em
Are you afraid of leaving tonight?
F G
Coz I am, I'm lost without you
C-Em-Am-G x4
Chorus x2